Past haunting - i have to completely forget myself?

did it happen to anyone that they experience something extremely powerful, and over time as you keep thinking about it the experience grows so powerful that you conclude that you have to change yourself, lets say this experience changes everything, your religion, what you eat, how many hours you sleep, who you meet, what you talk during your conversations, the point of view of the whole meaning of life (literally everything around now has a new perspective), but the conflict it that you have to detach yourself completely from everyone, not because they are bad or anything, but because you are a totally different person and you cannot be looked upon and treated as you once were, i tried to talk to 3 different psychologists and a few of my teachers and i realized that none of them are helpful at all, they cannot perceive such a large change and let alone give advice on it, i try my best to transform myself but everytime i go out, the older POV gets restablishedPast haunting - i have to completely forget myself?
Guy,,,,, you sound all over the place. I can understand that there are life changing events and you sound like you experienced a big one, but you got to slow down and be more clear. This site may not be the best place to bare your soul. You need someone to listen... send me a message and I will write back.Past haunting - i have to completely forget myself?
okay, if the experience is bad (like murder or something) change is good, and detaching yourself from bad influences will be good.



You don't have to detach yourself from friends or family at all, simply accept that you are a new person, and if you are happy with that new person, act like it, and they will learn to be happy, too. But if the new person is bad, don't be afraid of them trying to help you... if they are trying to help, but don't seem like it, then something is wrong with you.



Besides that, if you don't like who you've become, go to the Bible for guidence, but it might be confusing, so I use the ';PC Bible Study for Windows';, it links to different passages, and study helps. And besides that, most psychologists are worldly, so they wouldn't use the Bible, though they should. The Bible is clear about things, and even give stories about real people (like David, Esther, Elijah, Moses) who went through things in their lives and had God help them overcome their problems... though he doesn't talk through a bush anymore, that's what the Bible's for.



Hope this helps.



If not, I'll pray for you.
hey there,no matter what a man's past have been,his future is spotless.got that;forget those things which are behind and reach forward to those things which are ahead.And be who u are.